崇拜
chong2 bai4 adore (someone)
碰钉子
peng4 ding1 zi to be met with rejection 处处~ , 又
衰老
shuai1 lao3 old 衰老的(smth)
难以启齿
nan2 yi3 qi3 chi3 hard to talk (delivering bad news/confessing)
懊恼
ao4 nao3 annoyed/feel remorse
伺机
si4 ji1 find a oppurtunity
心不在焉
xin1 bu4 zai4 yan1 unfocused opp:聚精会神
仓促
cang1 cu4 little time
打退堂鼓
da3 tui4 tang2 gu3 back out 要~
安抚
an1 fu3 comfort/pacify
挣脱
zheng4 tuo1 break free
缠绕
chan2 rao4 entanged/wrapped around
搂
lou3 hug
干脆
gan1 cui4 simply/straightforward
爱不経手
ai4 bu4 shi4 shou3 love so much u dont want to let go eg. toys,books etc