Mysore
Zen kitchen
Mc teaching
I was not serve & surrounded with love to the best of my ability..❣️
Mind/ego wanted sth & think all the time to get something (numbers, attention.sex,..)
Clingy & Insecure?🤮
David Mysore
-STRESSING/ & morning RUSHES(started in mind> had a choice to calm ir or open the door for it?
- spend more money for nothing 😅
- ate more sweet & shit food
-rushing is rush for death 💀
Mind pattern
- to go to past (long or short) & try to change it.. by different ways & makes conversations around them!
One after another!
> then create heavy emotions by the help of shadows ( insecure.over emotional.fussy…)
Phone
Number
Mysore Russia girl
Never Ever go for number
There’s only NOWWWW
DON’T even let the thought 💭 start for a second..
Now or nothing..
Walking begger
Lied.. had money yet showed I don’t
Asic / ket
- larrisa koh tao
- asid india
I checked out both fucking time
Please 🙏never again
Take everything full power in everything, no fear only love ❤️
Leason
Ozora losts
- be reasonable for everything
Don’t be a spiritual dick head 🌈
-
Leason#2
Norway passports
+ baba visa same same
Was rushing again— seat get the job down gooo!
Get things COMPLETED FIRST THEN MOVE ON!!
So stupid
Buss ooty tocoimbator
Still functioning from past program,
VICTIM OF past
Vs
I could seat like a king and trip mushroom 🍄 in a buss
Was in the mind, anger hate and more..
Conductor seat which was not!
Mysore
Buy for helper
- trust the unknown
Was going to but sth for Ian & saw the 🇯🇵 woman ( desturp the flow/ even someone took me out by telling me to take their picture/ yet i still didn’t get it)
She was in Tibet shop again + didn’t answer the Ella cuz felt out of flow???!!! - that little thing, that whisper of flow / that UNKOWN SENSE/ VERY THIN ! 🌲🌱
Then i had mind fuck & mind shadows for a while - same as Egypt & cairo had a feeling to stay in Cairo/ even i asked where are u going bro?
But mind answers again i have a plan & …
3 lessen
Cairo
When enough is enough..!!?
- really?
Sub con. Controlling my reality in a i don’t know way.. i am responsible for everything.
What stuck within me?
Why is happening like this?
How much slave i am? But think i am not!? - these Egyptians.. lie, tricks,heavy energy & ignorant personality.. is interesting..
Mostly because they can’t travel, cuz absolutely no money 💰
These poverty vibrations keep them into these pattern and mine too.. differently but same shit.. - been forced to wrote a review again ( I surrender but I don’t really wanted to.. so hey is surrendering or ignoring?
Is that lack of masculinity?
Is that fears form?
4pattern
Ajale i hol shodan kari o kardan
Cairo
Seating 6;30 in them more and before going for the first time to great pyramid wanted to book a ticket for tomorrow, out of the feast matinee gets more expensive or gets full / I don’t really know how today will unfold
- better to practice patience 🖤
5
Pyramid girl meditation
Mind still trying to change the past
& control the future!
-cuz was not happy with what happened
Why?
Cuz i was not Fully true me!
- true me opened eyes wide not sneak it!
- true me was making conversation with FUN way
- true me was happy 🧡
5 Balloons 🎈
Whisper or Intuition
Said No
🇩🇪
- later 👁️ saw it, pain body activated
From door 🚪 of 💰 / 🚪 anger / 🚪 of
Weed
Talking with ego
Mentioning with Quantity of things,
U never/more/for sure/…
Never with measurements
Just ( i ) will come..
Visa run
German girl..
Acid style
- didn’t really showed interest or made communication “
But
The moment i saw his guy is not her guy/ then jumped on her to make communication ”started in the mind..!
This is the lie.. dis honestly .. direct naboodan
Ya ba hame bayad social kard without discrimination .. like this you can shine ✨ and if like to like someone or something.. it will happen naturally..
Ya ke asshole bash fully own your dushbagness.. - negah haye ghayemaki.. why!?
Cheshm mire ya mikhore dige.. vali NA..
Kodi
Ali
weed
Usa
Step on the way
Vs
Out of the way..
By thinking
The different thoughts scenarios in mind.. & make love for myself much harder..
1 month past I’m still thinking about it sometimes.. taking energy
Katya
Didn’t get your hug?
Defensive anger
Activated
Manny
Flip flop outside
I triggered within me & said the word:
A yogi never use flip flop as he used to put out in the world, now unconsciously i put outside & could spread it again & again
If I’m bot aware of!✨
Jackie & team
Kamel nashodan
&
Be kir nagereftan enough!
Harfeto bezan dar lahze
Be jaye in ke harfamo dar lahze bezanam, Vs harfamo mikhoram & repeated in mind over and over again.. & all other vibration same as that non- released energy vibration, goes to the same pile of shit 💩 until something exploded that..
- vu showing her video porn & i didn’t say: i already deleted my memory & to be honest i can fuck way better, ’ ’ but you will never know!/“ bedoone trauma : but we’re feels like brother and sisters, so what do you want? A short term ticket a toy boy or a friend for life🔁😅
They never could understand that without me saying directly, with strength & conviction their eyes 👀
Vs. Reported in the same file pile 💩
Katya
All the rules are mu rules & i am creating more laws for myself every second, by listening to the head voice & letting it continue Ve stop 🛑 it..
Curtain story..
It was all in my head, maybe 🤔
She only asked a simple question:
Yet in my head started to think deep for the last 3 years..
& Re act with anger 1 day later..
