Who wrote it
Alan Bissett
Billy opens his funeral jacket to reveal a long silver blade hanging by a loop
Billy’s home town. A place he wears like a scar
Billy running from a belt which streamed from Dad’s hand
God knows how many times he hit us
-‘god knows’ is commonly used when something is uncountable showing just how much the father hit them
Whenever dad went for the two of us billy would push me aside away from the violence
Billy cuffs him across the back of the head and he recoils like a puppy threatened with a cattle prod
But billy. My hero big brother… snarling. Raising his hand to the children… I can’t forgive dad that