suicide
the only serious problem, since it questions if we should live at all
it’s a fact the heat can feel…but how can we “feel” facts?
- a truth that we learn thru experience rather than logic
absurd
relies on the relationship b/w 2 things: our desire for clarity/meaning in the world, and the unreasonable SILENCE of the world
the confrontation for our need for meaning/clarity, and the world’s inability to give that
suicide is prepared in the silence of the heart
she is ignorant of the process leading to suicide until the breaking point
beginning to think is beginning to be undermined
when you begin to think about/examine your life, you start falling apart…no longer comforted by your routine
begin to ask “why” and the process egins
bad reasons and familiarity
we want the comfort of reason in the world, even if we’re wrong…reason/rationality makes the world more familiar
why
when you realize you’re following the same rhythm of life every day/week, you ask why
feel weariness and amazement…what am i doing? why?
you can either return to your regular routine, or awaken and see the absurdity of existence…commit suicide
absurd to reject the flesh
it’s absurd to reject your physical form…you still desire to live, even tho you want to escape the meaninglessness of tomorrow
we cannot escape time, since we belong to it
primitive hostility
the world’s indifference to us, and its inability to offer us meaning/purpose
- the world is empty and unfamiliar when we don’t project our explanations/meanings onto it
we cannot use this hostility, since we only understand the world thru the attributions and explanations we give it
- even if we give structure and routines, the world is still ultimately meaningless
revolt
a third option…a way of transcending the world’s indifference to humankind
rather than focusing on finding meaning in the world, realize it’s better when there’s no meaning
live IN SPITE of the world’s indifference, and create value thru own experience and consciousness
- revolt gives life worth….not meaning or faith
the leap of faith
spiritual escape from the absurd thru religion, faith
- i.e. believing that god gives meaning w/o proof, or thinking the universe has a purpose
live life by pretending or believing it has meaning
suicide vs the leap of faith
suicide is an extreme form of acceptance that life has no meaning…however, revolt gives life its value
- instead of just surrendering
leap of faith is just as much an escape as suicide since it ignores the meaninglessness of the world
- surrendering instead of confronting the world as it is
lucidity
clearly and consciously seeing the world and our condition
having continual awareness of our situation and the absurd…live life WITHOUT ILLUSIONS and choose to live anyways
sisyphus as the absurd hero
condemned to roll rock up hill for all eternity
- consciousness makes it tragic bcs he knows the task is meaningless and futile
he accepts his fate and takes ownership of it…continues to roll the rock and REVOLTS by living in spite of absurdity
role of hope
hope would make sisyphus look for a future beyond the rock and ruin his revolt
by having a lack of hope, he can revolt
the descent/roll down can be experienced with either sorrow or JOY…his attitude is freedom
his thing
the rock is sisyphus’ “thing”
he has made it his own thru revolt…will perform the task despite it being meaningless
steps towards suicide