held her hand that was always scarred from chopping, slicing
from the knives that lay in wait
verbs - she is a provider
takes on a stereotypical WC mother role
he feels as if he has damaged her or hurt her in this way - remorseful
what type of poem is this
autobiographical poem
the general idea of the poem
he points out his disdain for his white WC upbringing but regrets judging his parents
scrubbing hard
stereotypical image -
what do her hands represent in the poem
her - use of synecdoche
only now that she was dead.
caesura - one of only two end stops in all of the poem - emphatic of the finality of death
watching soaps
funny foreign stuff
english, bland
cultural divide between the WC mother and the now MC son - he regrets looking down on his upbringing
night after night
parallelism - prolongued suffering
blinked and poured
gulped and stared
verbs - loss of identity
not all the weeks…
not later in…
anaphoric repitition of negators - self criticism - juxtaposes the care the mother provided for him
blinked unseeing
motif of sight - suffering and helpless
she is reduced to childlike - needs care - role reversal - he criticises himself for not giving adequate care
parenthesis in ,or grew up and learned contempt,
emphatic of his self criticism
moans and curses
drooled and swore
emphatic of the uncomfortability of her illness and reinforces her suffering
her name on it in smudged black ink
her loss of identity through her illness
please don’t leave
direct speech in italics emphatic of her desparation and helplessness
but of course I left
argument marker - self criticism
a nurse bring the little bag of her effects to me.
end stop - finality of death
final rhyming couplet - sad resolution to the poem
irregular patterns of rhyme
confusion or overwhelming sense of emotion - makes it seem more genuine